: parents died in a car crash. me leaving the country. the background grey and white. i am yelling. i am going mad. i am going crazy. i am fucking insane : argh.

this room is so quiet

sound = peu etre x carther matha x rachael discography cd
(mmm...french goodness...)

: watching my cat being possessed by the devil. she (the cat) was talking on the phone and suddenly the entire house became topsy turvy. [shift] buying badges/pins/buttons of the locust. woo. they were really huge, camo background and had lots of japanese writing. [shift] living in a pre-war youth hostel. constantly moving from room to room. [shift] hanging out with nadra. she then sat at the tram stop while i ran across streets and down the pavements in the rain. :

sound = swing kids / crimson curse discography cds.

in no particular order.

: encounter with dennis rodman from the chicago bulls. i kept calling him scottie (pippen) though. he wasn't happy. he then asked me what his ambition was. i had no idea. he wanted to be RuPaul. :

: brought a screaming red haired lunatic back to her house. she was yelling and shrieking. so out of control. she said she had the pin number to my credit card. i said "no." i already changed it via phone banking. i ran back home. and dialled up the bank but of course, my phone *had* to be out of order. :

: desperately needing a drink. i am in melbourne, australia. on toorak road. we are at the junction and the nearest place was soda rock. it looked the same from outside but upon entrance, the entire place somehow turned into long john silver's. wanted to sit at the far end but was ushered to a room full of japanese and korean school girls. i had no choice but to eat salad instead of the apple cola soda i ordered. :

:concrete building. supposedly my house. i walk to the bathroom. and next to the bathroom is a diy hospital. for the loonies. :

awesome.

sound : thurston moore 'psychic hearts' cd

: it was all about anime. and i don't even read or watch or listen to anything related to anime. shrugs. a series of related occurences but nothing too deep in detail that i can remember or perhaps exciting enough to be stated here. what is definitely crystal clear: i walked with *you* one night and you held my hand and we went into a gift shop and you asked why i didn't buy the blue bag with printed white stars. i said i already had it. we looked at the price and it was $4.40. unsure of which currency it was. and i said i got mine for 7 bucks, apparently cheaper than that 4.40 one. then i ran away.... :

sound: mix tape with staircase, on the might of princes and the vida blue. (and some kid across the lab is listening to j-pop. mere coincidence, you reckon?)

:one] at their house again. playing nintendo. one of them was being spooky as usual. two] at another house. supposedly my birthday. too many six year olds dressed in pretty dresses giving me presents. they look like the girls in nightmare on elm street. three] hanging out with arab strap. *perhaps i should start listening to something else* four] kids in singapore wanted me to front their band. supposedly riot girl. trying my bestest to run away. five] 19th century europe. a field. woman and soldier running away. perhaps there was a fire. or even a war. their dog died. they skinned it and removed the head and decided to bring it back to life. :

sound: contemplating between sodastream and plunger.

lots of updates.

the original forum is down. due to several reasons.
you can read about it here.
for now, there is a new forum. and all is welcome.

kd mentioned about a "greysweater book club" in a recent email.
and i've been considering the idea.
not too sure on how to go about on it.
but anyway, i've posted my readings on greysweater.
if you have read any of the books, we could probably start a discussion.
or perhaps you have read something else similar.
and can recommend other titles/authors.

i start school (uni/college/tertiary education/etc...) tomorrow.
not looking forward to it.
but i'll let you know what happens. check gryskll sporadically.

greyskreen: due to envy.nu being down for a while, i didn't manage to update it.and also i have not been keeping a diary on the films i've seen. but i tried my best to recall.

musicwise...rather slow.
typically arab strap and bright eyes are in frequent rotation.

and that is about it. take care.

: going into a record store and the guy who owned/worked there had a reggae hairdo and was wearing a death metal tshirt. record he was spinning = janet jackson. it was supposedly a 10" single. shape was rectangular and the sleeve was a psychedelic blue. i browsed. and came across 3 records. one was "the constellation" lp that sounded like godspeed you black emperor, the other was arab strap's 'cast the diamond' 10" and i forgot the last one. (*of course, all these records do not exist. unless.) :

:going into a japanese bar and a gig was about to start. country/folk songs. most of them looked australian. :

more incidents but they decided to go through defenestration.

sound = i am spoonbender "where do all the words go"