Thursday, October 14, 2004

: so this huge big fat whale of a woman (she was pale and with shoulder length jet black hair. she could be a goth. or she could just be an albino whale.) wanted to have sex with me. on a bed. before any form of penetration could happen, i managed to jump out of bed, dash out of the room, run up the stairs, cross to another room, run down the stairs, out of the living room, jump out the window, scale the walls and jump onto the ground outside. free from the whale. :

fuckin' hell.
i hate afternoon dreams.

no i have not been listening to music.
surprise surprise.


happy ramadhan to all muslims.

Saturday, October 09, 2004





bwahahaha!

no, don't ask what i was doing on that site either.



musical menu as of this morning:

swing kids discography

clikatat ikatowi live

black dice 'cold hands' cdep

Friday, October 08, 2004

why do girls (in particular) need this constant reassurance to be in often contact with their girly friends? if you're friends, you're friends. it's unconditional. but apparently it doesn't work that way. somehow it all measures up.



so fucking sickening.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

if it's gonna be like how it was one hundred and twenty minutes ago then i am definitely getting the fuck out of here. i know i keep saying it and i know i keep saying it's final but it will happen. when you least expect it to be. don't say i didn't warn you.

lowest common denominator in this case is six.
not three.

music equals hirameka hifi.

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

what i want for my birthday:


  • kinokuniya book vouchers



  • missing link record vouchers



  • special edition scrabble sets



  • luggage

    what i need for my birthday:




  • rent money



  • money in general

    i know it's still a long way to go.
    but it's okay to be wishful. =)

    do insomnia and vertigo make a good combo?
    yes, i'll have fries with that. thanks.
  • Tuesday, October 05, 2004

    : new shoes. new apartment. new beginnings. new life.:

    : second cousin's family adopted too many cats. hot air balloon weddings. and the death of a family member. :

    ---

    most things are beyond my control at this stage.
    emphasis on "most".

    Friday, October 01, 2004

    in a matter of minutes, the nightmare will be over. perhaps a new one will evolve, who knows what the future holds.

    not clairvoyants. not fortune tellers nor tarot readers can determine the exact answers.

    i won't let history repeat again.

    all i ask is for you to help me stand up straight.