*it's getting dusty in here*

sometime last week i had a dream where he called to say he got a job as a sushi instructor. and in that same dream too, i was in australia but it didn't look it. and i had to babysit 2 baby boys and i went to the pet shop. and i asked for 9 monkeys and changed my mind and only got 2 monkeys. and then i went to straits. it didn't look like straits but it was and one of the monkeys escaped from my bag and made a huge ruckus in the store. everyone went crazy. and it ended up sitting at the top of a record shelf. i looked in my bag to check on the other monkey but it had turned into a cat.

and sometime last week too i dreamt i went to penang via a cruise ship. and i saw an alligator swimming up while i was walking on a jetty. there was a ploy to capture tourists on the island and i managed to escape and when i supposedly reached singapore, i was suddenly in the middle of the woods and it was snowing. i looked at the hills and there were these people on tractors racing and crashing down the hills. it was a sport called 'tree toring'. tearing down the tress apparently.

yeah.

and oh, the other day i dreamt i bought a creative mp3 player but the cover was pink and i asked the dude to change it. and whilst he did that, i woke up.

and today my mp3 player died on me when i needed it the most. and it was so fucking annoying cos it was the day where more commuters were plugged in than usual and you could hear their awful tunes and i tried humming tunes in my head but it didn't work.

i miss a few people. and i wonder where they are and what they're doing. there's a high possibility they could be on facebook but i'm not gonna be on that evil thing. no i am not. hopefully i'll bump into them on the streets and they'll still look the same cos i still look the same. just that i have additional horns on my head.

listen to athlete.

dreaming of work whilst i'm on break.
tsk.
maybe it's my students who are "thinking" about me.
cos if they are, that's just sad.
they're supposed to be reading or playing or being online
or just doing what kids do.
yes.

(i)school and hostel at kcpps. subjects were physics, chemistry, maths and bahasa. i was having problems with math i think but i wasn't too sure. my room was at 3g and cayang cat was supposed to bunk with me but i wasn't sure. there were kids from zimbabwe who had trouble with directions and mr no-neck asked me to ask mrs yew about something. who the fuck is mrs yew? some old teacher with a yellow frock with brown curly hair and gold rimmed glasses. never seen her before in my entire life.

(ii)had to go to an atm to top up my phone credit but problems occurred and many people tried to help including cayang cat but it didn't work. and suddenly an alarm rang and a lady behind me said i had to use the joystick which miraculously appeared to my left. i told her to mind her own business but she made the alarm stop.

such silliness.

listen to the specials.
*bobs head up and down*

in all honesty, dreaming about records isn't as bad as dreaming about food. it's ok if you can't afford it. but when you can, it damn right sucks that it's not easily accessible. damn you donuts. i swear i hate you.

listen to lil mama + avril lavigne...remix!

hello from across the sea!

: (i) father made me buy 8 copies of the same dictionary and bring it around for no apparent reason. (ii) made to socialise with others who wanted to socialise with others. what a fucking nitemare. :

current nitemare : i'm supposed to be downstairs mingling but of course it's not gonna happen. like i always say "not my friends, not my problem."

my happiness is more important than theirs.

listen to head wound city.

Dear Santa,

Please send me an unemployed identical twin a.s.a.p.
I promise not to rob banks and snatch old ladies' handbags anymore.

Ta.

Lots of Love,
gryswtr. xoxox.

invaded by fear and paranoia as of late.

: (i) him running after a japanese girl. (how cheap is that?) (ii) she was out and i was not aware but apparently it was in the news and she wanted to hang out with him. him only. to talk and listen to music. and she was knocked up during the absence and i was supposed to understand. :

the more you tell yourself not to care.
the more it bothers the fuck out of you.

you think paranoia will fade as you get older.
you gotta think again.

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some afternoon dreams today included unknown visitors at my new place and i was informed about a resident ghost. it was freaky and funny and dumb at the same time.

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dreams are meant to be shattered.
you plan, build and construct for x number of years.
you destruct in x number of seconds.

stating the obvious obviously.
but we're clothed in denial.
no matter how much we try to deny it.

listen to the smiths.