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so my holidays are over. bastard.

:matt(tickle tickle)'s screen name was 'fugazi' and he came online to tell me he had just purchased the 101 cd. (real life fact: he has never heard the 101.) then i hung out with older sis to find the perfect pair of bowling shoes but it never happened. they had the weirdest vans with pointed toes. i saw a pair of blue converse with blue laces and printed white stars but i put it back. i then found big sis playing a video game with some kid and i wandered around the store. it was supposed to be a shoe store but it had old issues of nme and national geographic and bad videos. finally i got to play a game with big sis. and it was a weird game but i can't remember what. suddenly i'm in the game. and everytime i win, i get to choose a type of 'strength'. by the 2nd victory, i was made to slit the heart of a crab. it was strange. like a human body that has been skinned and all that was left was the flesh but it was a crab. then mother decided to bring me home. scene goes to an office of a lecturer, and i start tearing the styrofoam walls down. and then i'm in a class about to sit for a test and everybody sat next to me hoping they could copy the answers. the fools. :

music has been nervous gender.