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last last night
: part (a)- stuck in a forest and it was raining. and in my hands was a nest with two baby birds. cradling the nest very carefully i walked a distance to find a suitable spot for the baby birds so they would be safe. and once i did, they died.
part (b) – crossing the street from one building to the next with mother. raining really heavily. and we both had umbrellas. hers was alright. but the steels from my umbrella kept unfolding and mother tried to fix it back but it refused to function. :

last night
: breaking lots of vinyl records. :
---> simple interepretation. i was pissed off.

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there is a hot iron plate nailed to my chest and i feel like cracking my skull open. shivering shivering shivering. these conditions are annoying and at the same time very upsetting. i hope i will be okay later so i could rock the *blue cap*.

listening to index for potential suicide ‘the newest youth rebellion’ cd.
- i still think they are mediocre and the locust (circa s/t7” and s/t lp) are infinitely better.