: we went swimming in the clementi public pools. entrance was free and we chose the second pool. there was a murakami road sign by the edge of the pool and suddenly the the place became an outdoor place and i chose a spot under a big old oak tree. constant deja vu occurances and suddenly being in a second hand art bookstore. wanted to buy a velvet sling bag but it was far too pricy. 94$ i think it was. yeah. :

: previously, i was swarmed by hundreds of species of birds. oh how very hitchcock-esque. :

book of the month = the story of how nadia became a cat (a true story).

sound : yeah yeah yeahs 12" on tape.

: disturbances are a-plenty. interviewing cops and running away from them at the same time. bullet train glass elevators. a dispensary within an art school and having to drink water from a syringe. receiving a package of two months worth newspaper recipes.who the fuck is andy watson?! black and white reels of eighteenth century children. a goat eating rabbit. and oh so many more that now i don't feel like talking about. :

sound : i am looking at martin robinson's mix tape.
yes i have to give it a go.

: of her. of exorcism. of the ever changing photos in the frames. of highly energized cats and letters. of dj shadow sounding like the supremes. :

sound : morser / the swarm 7"

: children in white uniform as they stare at me blankly with their pale faces and transparent eyes and led me to drowning :

anti-darwinists of the world unite.

xox

: 4 australian kids. 2 boys 2 girls. 1 of them was joel andersen. (joel if you're reading this, i don't know what the hell you were doing in my dreams but it was nice of you to visit anyway.) so joel was at this distro and contemplating on getting records and i said get the honeywell lp but he decided on the grade lp on victory records. and for some reason, the cover of the honeywell lp looked like the cover of a seaweed lp. whatever.

spoke to one of the girls about birthdays. she too was a gemini. not that it was a big deal but she was excited.

then i walked into an aquarium and came back with some cast around my neck. and met two aunts who i have not seen in 17 years. another question as to what they were doing in my dreams but it was nice to see them again. :

this didn't happen last night by the way.
my weekend was depressing.

sound : the 1985 7"

: and the theme was 'carnivals'. in no chronological order,

me as a hairdresser. and perhaps the first client was whoopi goldberg. well it looked like her anyway. then it sort of drifted into a musical, and i was singing songs and dancing and then it shifted into me, mother and a family of four off to some theme park. but apparently they wouldn't let us in. and i had a chat with the security guard and then he said ok, if we were that enthusiastic to go fishing. me and dad looked at a jukebox, and it kept flashing the word 'dinosaur' across it. slipped in a dollar and i was supposed to guess what song it was. it was bjork. human behaviour. and i got it right. i opened the jukebox. and it was another dimension altogether.

what is it with me and elevators. i don't get it. i don't get it at all. :

holidays until july 22 and i intend to rot within the confines of my four walls.

sound: on the might of princes

: the telephone theorem. a black "traditional" dial phone with an idd screen hooked up with a blue covered A5 physics zine and once you dial up numbers, a certain theory will appear on the screen. how cool is that. it's way cool. after usage, it was packed in a cake box.

elevator comparisons. up and down and stagnant all over. :

tomorrow i have an exam at half one in the afternoon.
wish me luck.i need it super lots.

sound: the blood brothers

: a hollywood director (who i do not know nor recognize) was debating against the hollywood discourse of actors speaking ill of directors. and he went on and on about sharon stone and a ten year old boy moved forward to the cigarette box to read a letter and claim ten dollars. (what? what?)

shopping with andrew malcolm. bought a black mug with printed cats around it and some bronze frames. there were black and white photos of him from his adolescence in the frame shop. but he denied them. ha ha.

being part of a science experiment. having adopted siblings. working in a newspaper company. except that i was transformed into a spanish boy. i think the company is called the sun. or the star. or something. and helping to carry a tray of bananas in some school that were busy doing art and studying the proppian analysis. (what? what?)

something about a renovation of the bathroom. but i am not bothered to go into detail. :

sound : i am tempted to listen to neil perry but there are other people in the house and they will be none too happy. have you seen my headphones? where are my headphones?

: dreams within dreams. of strange women in white. of telephones. of football. (soccer. i guess it must be due to the constant followup of the world cup.) of martin robinson taking japanese lessons. of strange houses. of record stores. of et cetera et cetera. :

sound : a mixtape i am in the midst of making...

: i was in a casino and a girl with a whip told me about a boy who was into bondage and masochism. she seemed worried. but then again, she was the one with the whip.

then, there was an accident. and i was sent to the hospital. and when i woke up, i realized they had cut off my legs. and replaced it with wooden ones. (reference: the film 'kandahar')

classroom scene : phone conversation with a classmate from high school.

went out of class, and into a glass elevator with some other unknown kids. and we went down down underground, underwater and i had to hold my breathe and when we reached our destination, we were in another world. a world of comic book characters. batman was on the other side of the road but a taxi driver was waiting for us instead. and it was a bloody weird taxi.i can't describe it. :

a huge thank you to : mr andrew malcolm, mr martin robinson, mr alexander deller, mr andy maddox and mr gareth rees for being there.

xox

: trains trains trains. everywhere. the ticket from rome to melbourne was cheaper than from sydney to melbourne. tram ticket has gone from paper to metallic. patiently waiting for the person to convert 50 singapore dollars to malaysian currency. father constantly repeating that i should give my cat a shower. more trains. more trains. strange people. weird road signs. :

and for a moment, i felt my soul being pulled out.

i have an exam tomorrow morning. at half eight.
send me your good luck charms.
i could do with some. thank you. xox.

: eating ice cream on a space ship and looking for people to be part of a pagan ritual. :

sound: ethel meserve discography cd

: and our new house was super huge and white and clean and i had the weirdest room of all. but there were tiny holes in the ceiling and mother said they were good for playing darts and throwing paper airplanes at. there was also an elevator in the house.

and we were on holiday again. and we took the train from thailand to malaysia but ended up back in australia. and we looked at second hand records and i bought a zine. and the salesman placed a parker pen next to it but i was quick to notice and told the cashier i didn't want it.

and in my bag, my mobile phone was vibrating. and there were 2 text messages. and as i was about to read them, parents woke me up. :

blah. not very interesting, i know.

sound: ost 'psycho' (in my head).

: watched a girl being sacrificed...fully clothed...alive...as she was being tied up next to some skeletons...in a huge oven. she was gonna be grilled. slowly, they made markings on her hands and skinned her and drained her blood from her tongue. and to gain their attention, she kept singing some hyms but to no avail. she didn't die in the end. it was just a joke.

he said he's interested in a girl who is interested in photography.
uhm. ok. :

sound: friction double cd isn't too bad, really.

happy 3rd birthday greysweater.

my new toy.

: the series for beverly hills 90210 just ended and changed its name to 'raleigh'. online conversations and getting a good grade on an assignment. : all related to paranoia sans the former.

a present for all of you soon soon soon.

sound : ost 'trainspotting'

: so we were on the way to somewhere...and decided to stop at some mall to find psycho by alfred hitchcock. i found the shop that specialised in horror and finally got the version i was looking for. on dvd. and the people working there looked really strange and were just clones of each other. :

listened to the 'we close our eyes' demo cd before eye shut.
and damn, femme fatale is yummy.

: kentos became a surgeon and i was looking at him perform some weird operation on this old chinese man. the man suddenly woke up mid way and demanded for another surgeon and kentos just gave him a cheesy kinda smile. (huh?) then i had to give my rats a shower. :

no, i do not have rats for pets.

sound: femme fatale 'as you sow you shall reap' 12"

the dreams have been short. abrupt. and sporadic.

: collecting huge parcels and letters and birthday cards from suzanna's house. and somehow being associated with daisy chainsaw. :

yesterday = attack of the clones (gold class)

little sister bought me this and i-zone film. she knows how to rule.

sound : maybe one day i can be fixed.