melbourne, australia. 23:33 au time.

over the past 4 nites, i dreamt of:

: tomato flavoured tobacco. looking at postcards with pictures of naked indian gods. involved in a huge science experiment. genetics and clones. and the labs were in a huge airplane with many alleys and rooms and white curtains and big televisions. of an old highschool classmate and a mutual friend who drove me to a mall to look at messenger bags. :

please write me. whoever you are.
winter is coming and i feel cold.
literally and metaphorically...

: 1. being in a big empty house and looking at looking at the spot where there should be a room but for some reason, the walls were torn down. 2. went to france and italy and italy had the best food. although really, italy didnt look like italy. had these weird banana ice cream deserts which came in different shapes and i had the one in yoda, but of course. 3. witnessed a fight between a couple of kids under the stairs. punches and swinging fists and curses and bruises.

my final dream entry from the 13th floor in singapore.

thank you to all who made my last 10 months a wonderful one.

appreciate the sound of silence.

if you repeat something long enough, often enough, it will end up being true.

whether be real, whether be not.

and it doesn't matter anymore really.

because trust is a game with no rules and no umpires.

and it's a constant juggling act with you as the juggler and being juggled.

be careful and alert.

walk steadily with your sight forwards and at the rear.

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still the dreams are related to work.

but once, : a friend from across oceans wrote me a note saying,

"sister sister

cocaine is bad for you." :

was that a warnning or just a collage of illusions?


listen to karate.