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the moment eyes were shut, all senses were taken over. numbing of the legs and body. my soul released. standing on top of me. hovering over me. laughing at me. my teeth being pulled out. my body trapped in a cloud. outlines of black shadows. my hands, my fingers numb. i released everything. it felt good.

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rm17 for a minute of happiness.

: went to brisbane to visit karl smith. it was a strange journey to his place via taxi and bus. he lived in a hotel room, door 18 and we hung out most of the time smoking cigarettes, watching tv. there wasn't much to do in brisbane apparently. so i went to the beach and there i met my mum and we bought ice cream. and i bumped into estella and she was carrying her 2nd child. she married a japanese man and she couldn't talk much as she was in a rush to go somewhere. :

listen to noxagt.