thenamesite

Name Origin: Russian
Number of Syllables: 3.00
Gender: Female

More interesting facts about the name:

Lucky Number: 2
Ruling Planet: The Moon
Element: Water
Primary Color: Orange

Traits: Sensitive, domestic. Tends to be emotional and easily influenced to tears. Has a fertile imagination. Very fond of the home. Patriotic. Accepts changes in surroundings. Prefers to live near the water. Often possesses musical talents and would make a very good psychic.

orange?! *frowns*
i need salad. desperately.

#sing.
sing sing.
sing.
sing sing...#

*squeals* "travis!"
gryswtr: no it's not.
"yes it is."
gryswtr: it's kill me tomorrow!

#tsk* *mutter* *grumble#

who the hell listens to travis anyway?!

there are drugs in my peanut butter sandwich.

dreams of the sea, the lake and other bodies of water.
dreams of boats, yachts and similar modes of transportation.

you get the drift.

slint. bjork (circa 1995).

it is interesting to see you strive towards a dream that really ends up as a lie. as a facade. it brings me great joy and amusement. and i applaud at you. unknowingly. but of course.

: i lived less than 10 mins away from the sea. running along the beach every morning before sunrise was the best. the white crystal sand tickled my feet and the waves shone like diamonds. the water was constantly lukewarm which made it perfect for just about anything. so bloody nice. :



listening to the sick lipstick. mmmhrm.

fifteen hours ago i dreamt about chinese food. i was made to eat green garlic prawns with egg noodles but i ended up looking at some fluffy buns instead. there were loads of other stuff but they were mostly pastries. i then got into a cab and someone was throwing their puppies from their balcony. the driver tried to avoid any accidents but one huge dog like that dog on sesame street landed on the windscreen and there was a huge mess. like yucks.

: was in this band with this dude who has butt ugly teeth and we played in a school on stage in a big hall. and i had to use these very strange looking pedals that was hooked to my keyboard. but it turned out quite okay really. then i was made to look after a real huge dog who was extremely shy and later on exchange mother's shoes for a pair a size smaller. :



inject these ears with the smiths and sonic youth.how wonderful to pick up something you haven't heard in a while and yet be able to mouth the lyrics to every song. i liketh.

: purchased a strange ticket to board the bus and the officer in duty checking the tickets was this guy called n.nickes. 'n' for nerves but everyone was to address him as nick nerves. whatever. then i was brought to a supposed traditional malay wedding and the bride and groom appeared on elephants. it was the groom's second marriage but his mother did not allow the bride to sit next to him. :



m&m's are good.

m&m's with peanuts.

: so this huge big fat whale of a woman (she was pale and with shoulder length jet black hair. she could be a goth. or she could just be an albino whale.) wanted to have sex with me. on a bed. before any form of penetration could happen, i managed to jump out of bed, dash out of the room, run up the stairs, cross to another room, run down the stairs, out of the living room, jump out the window, scale the walls and jump onto the ground outside. free from the whale. :

fuckin' hell.
i hate afternoon dreams.

no i have not been listening to music.
surprise surprise.


happy ramadhan to all muslims.

bwahahaha!

no, don't ask what i was doing on that site either.



musical menu as of this morning:

swing kids discography

clikatat ikatowi live

black dice 'cold hands' cdep

why do girls (in particular) need this constant reassurance to be in often contact with their girly friends? if you're friends, you're friends. it's unconditional. but apparently it doesn't work that way. somehow it all measures up.



so fucking sickening.

if it's gonna be like how it was one hundred and twenty minutes ago then i am definitely getting the fuck out of here. i know i keep saying it and i know i keep saying it's final but it will happen. when you least expect it to be. don't say i didn't warn you.

lowest common denominator in this case is six.
not three.

music equals hirameka hifi.

what i want for my birthday:

kinokuniya book vouchers

missing link record vouchers

special edition scrabble sets

luggage

what i need for my birthday:

rent money

money in general

i know it's still a long way to go.
but it's okay to be wishful. =)

do insomnia and vertigo make a good combo?
yes, i'll have fries with that. thanks.

: new shoes. new apartment. new beginnings. new life.:

: second cousin's family adopted too many cats. hot air balloon weddings. and the death of a family member. :

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most things are beyond my control at this stage.
emphasis on "most".

in a matter of minutes, the nightmare will be over. perhaps a new one will evolve, who knows what the future holds.

not clairvoyants. not fortune tellers nor tarot readers can determine the exact answers.

i won't let history repeat again.

all i ask is for you to help me stand up straight.