17:22hrs au time

"Dear Nadia,

I hear it's the week of your birthday! Did you know that every year around your birthday the Sun returns to the exact position in the sky as it was the day you were born? This is called a Solar Return."

like i care...


so 2 greetings from a career and astrology website. (separate of course) a card from my best friend and lots of hugs from my family. it's good to be remembered. funnily enough i tend to have a 'funeral' of my own but i just attended a real one a couple of hours ago at tobin brothers in north melbourne. vladimir joseph casha you will be sadly missed. my most sincere condolences to the family.

xox

13:18hrs au time

: riding up terraced mountains with beavis the cat dodging aliens who were carrying weed for rifles and jumping off cliffs. :

so. a dad dying from cancer.
a baby on the way.
and a wedding in the near future.
feels like i live in a fuckin' soap...


listen to spacehorse.

16:01hrs au time

been dreaming of my dad. last nite

: he told me he needed to alter his pants and we sat on the sand and faced a really large ocean and looked at all the little boats floating on the water. it was beautiful. and he hugged me and said he loved me. i reciprocated and woke up this morning sobbing uncontrollably.:

it was the best 20min sleep since way back when.

i don't drink coke.

but coke zero is yummy.

14:55 au time

: of jigsaw puzzle champions. of cults in schools. and a man-made god standing at the altar. he almost reached the ceiling, dressed in white cloth and he didn't have a face. just a black head. i think he was made of plaster. i don't know. the school canteen didn't have much food but the bread was delicious. next. a giant came wandering from the woods and wanted to live with us so we made space in the barn for him. :

i hate my teeth.