: had to sit for a few exams. chemistry, economics, mathematics. : why do i suddenly have dreams about exams when i'm not even in school anymore? oh yeah, a metaphorical reference perhaps. to be constantly tested in life blah blah blah.

: was asked to write a column for an arty magazine. i chose to write on books and decided that my all time favourite was salinger's 'catcher in the rye.' : although really, it would have to be silverstein's 'the giving tree' followed by exupery's 'a little prince'. 'catcher..' would have to be a close third sitting on the same shelf as murakami's 'hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world.' i better stop talking about books now. i could go on forever.


the fig was also trying to invade last night's dream but i know it'll never happen. (piss of...biatch...)uhm what else? oh yeah. accompanied this dude back to a german concentration camp and there were these rocket-like buildings. and if you placed a coin in the machine slots and if it gave the right combination of numbers (like pokies), the walls of these "rockets" would pry open and you could see what the prisoners were up to.


the other day i dreamt of humongous fuji apples we had at home. and there was one time i dreamt i went on holiday with embrejonsi and another fat girl whom i can't recognize. we were in east malaysia heading towards thailand. embrejonsi got the flight tickets for thailand but the beach was out of bounds due to past tsunami incidents so embrejonsi suggested we get *stuff* instead.


listen to polar. they are good.

oh quadplex.

how i love thee.

fives, sixes, triple word.

bingo.

: standing by the shore and mother told me to get away. i continued standing there as the waves came crashing until someone pushed me away. : : was at a gothic party and i saw the tallest girl ever. she almost reached the ceiling. :



mirah is singing in my head.

: hung out with my best friend from primary 5. we were in the trains and the route looked different. felt like i've been through it before...in another dream. apparently i lived in the east side of singapore. eunos or pasir ris? anyways, i was downstairs and i met some kids. one of them was in a westlife tribute band and after singing, he threw ghost money (?) in the air and sparks came out from the papers. :



i should rearrange my vinyl records.

: shoes. it's been a while since it's been about shoes. i was a store and i was contemplating over different sneakers. mostly red and black. and they were all priced above 300$. thejealouspunk was interested in a pair of reebok tennis shoes but it didn't look like reeboks and they looked a bit used. white with blue laces. i didn't get any in the end. neither did she. :

: witnessed the murder of father and younger sister. their hands were slashed and they were stabbed in the chest. not very graphic really but i woke up panting like crazy. :

: something about the nightmare before christmas merchandise. interesting set of watches. one with the face in a coffin. :

time. direction.
resurrection.