suffocate

i have been dreaming of people and places with moments that do not fit.
a collage of many jigsaw puzzles with missing pieces and duplicates.
sometimes i do not want the dreams to end.
but that is just how it is.
one never knows what the ending is.

continuously continuing

there is tranquility in my turbulence.
treacherous tragedies
tremendously
triumphed by tenacity.

oh word play is fun.
play = fun?
non?

listening to indiedancegaragesurfrock bands from this decade and millenium.

devotion

to honor and uphold
to abstain and refrain
to reflect and ponder
to conserve and nurture
to struggle to strive to sacrifice

to be ever chaste. to be ever silent.

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Ramadhan Mubarak. Ramadhan Kareem.

xox

been dreaming of incidents of the following day.
thrice this week.
nothing horrendous or frightening or strange.
just stuff of what would happen at work and at social events.
premonitions in dream state?
or just my mind preparing, preparing, preparing,
as always.

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they say : go to the light at the end of the tunnel.
i say : observe the intricacies of the darkness,
and appreciate that all five senses are still in function.

listen to the carpenters.