: school dreams. about grades again. i hate dreams like that. it must be something to do with my paranoia. :

now be entertained by daniel's. they are much better than mine :
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then i had tons of dreams last night. i forget most of them, but in one i saw a bunch of ants rushing out of a hole and they started to cross the street. then bigger bugs and then bigger animals all started to cross. they were going somewhere new to save themselvs. then there were these mini elephants the size of pigs. the first one was crossing when it got squished by a car. then i woke up.

oh then i had two different dreams that i had two different girlfriends. one was like i was in a videogame. it was weird.

then i had a dream i was listening to BBC assignment and they were talking about the jungles of India or China or something. i think they talked about heart of darkness in the dream too. then i found myself paddling a small boat in one of those countries and the boat morphed into a line. we were waiting in line to use the internet, but because of SARS you could only use it for 2 minutes at a time (this dream actually came from me listening to a BBC assignment on the two Koreas in which a german man used internet at various cafes for about 10 minutes at a time and communicated with north koreans..to get them out of the country...and meet up in thailand to escape to south korea.)
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yeah daniel has whacked dreams like that. heh heh.

sound: the new pinback, scout niblett and kind of like spitting.

: was given a wi-fi card!!! :
now *that* is a good dream.
too bad it was ONLY a dream!!! asdfjkl :/

: went to olivia's house with jordan. (what the hell am i doing with these people?!) she was late in meeting us at the bus stop. strange house. kinda old-school looking like from the 70's. green tiling and a little brother who couldn't talk. i don't know if he was mute but he didn't say anything. went to her room. it was all white and pink curtains and laces and it was so molly ringwald-ish. there was an aquarium too. which was pretty funky cos it was more of an old-school television filled with water and lots of tiny goldfish. so we hung around. her mother kept coming in and out of the room talking about the wonders of honey and the different brands. then i went out to the living room and there were about 3 stripey cats. or kittens more likely. they were running around. and jumped up onto the dinner table. and there was a plate full of cat biscuits. but these biscuits were more like long chocolate sticks. if you've had pocky or rocky, then ya know what i'm talking about. one of the kitties, the marmalade one came up to me and sniffed my face. yeah. :

then i woke up.
that was weird.

sound: friction discography cd

: thunderstorms. and such. and received a letter from martin robinson. :
i wonder how the hell he is. if you guys see him, tell him nadia said hi. thanks.
also, i was told that if one lost a tooth in a dream. it meant they were gonna lose someone close to them. it could either be separation or death.
if it is the latter, let it be mine.

sound: manitoba

last night
: R again. (youmotherfuckinbastard. please stay away from my dreams!!!) he was in the house and he was ill and nobody gave a stuff. which should be the way. :

monday night
: looked into the mirror. one of my left upper teeth fell out. and there was a large big gap. and it was very very frightening. :

sunday night
: at the institution and female lecturer was marking my writing paper. she looked odd. she was in a long skirt too. (you never see her in skirts in real life.) everybody received an 'A' for their paper. everybody except me. who got an E. apparently i got the format wrong. that i can understand. then i pleaded with her to give me a passing mark. but she said no. she said i had terrible grammar and nothing could be done about it. :

what a nightmare. / nightmares.

music has been: bikini kill, le tigre, aclys, acrid and now i am going to listen to pinback.

: at the institution. in the computer labs. part of a class. and the old lady walking up and down the aisle was speaking in a foreign language. moments later, she was joined by elle machperson. (wtf was she doing in my dream?!) she had the longest legs ever and apparently she has transferred to the IT industry. then, i am joined by miss L and we went exploring around the institution and came across a room that had an entrance of a theatre. strange wooden doors and tickets for the play was sold out. we went inside where there was a shop full of ancient trinkets and i saw a tiny ginger cat hiding under a stool. very cute. :

sound : aclys

only about three hours last night. there is this moment where one leg is still in dreamland and the other leg is already in reality. and there's that final splitting moments where you're about to wake up, there's like a lighting and some strange force pushing your body up. i saw those jagged lines. and i wonder why i'm alive.

: R. R came back with his wife. i saw her face. it was very clear. she's not all that pretty. but she seemed nice. and we brought them back to our place. and they expected to be treated like lords. i couldn't give a stuff about them but i was polite. and when they were about to go back, R twisted my hand and his wife passed a really bitchy comment. she said something about friends and relatives and i shouted at her what the difference was. (i felt really smart in the dream) scene shifts into a classroom and R and wife are in there. and she had to leave the class to settle some enrollment thing. then she came back with a slip that mentioned i was under some contract to pass all my exams and if i did so, i would still be friends with this punk kid i know from san francisco. :

yes that was rather messed up.
contemplating slumber but it's too scary.

sound: acrid 'kisses and whistles'

: mad roadtrips. mad people. and looking at records of blondie and the cars with jasonape. :

whatever happened to jasonape?! i must write him.

oh yeah, happy ma-ma's day.

sound: sodastream (hrm...one of those phases again)

: was brought to the student lounge of the institution as they were giving out free ice cream. (this actually happened yesterday but i didn't claim any because it was sponsored by mackers and i don't like mackers ice cream cos they taste like detergent). and there was 'swimming icecream' which looks like any normal ice cream cone wrapped in powerpuff girls foil. i chose some boring vanilla and it tasted quite great. the lounge looked like a wrestling arena. and there were all these mad kids running around. and acting as if they were characters in video games. it was hilarious. and stoopid.
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was on a plane to ohio. and the airport was pretty decent. went to see mr niejadlik at his apartment. he had a bright shiny red analog phone. like from the 80s. and the area he was in looked like one of the scenes from the reservoir dogs. though i can't actually point out which scene. perhaps it was the infamous carpark scene. anyways, he drove me out to see the mountains. and we were looking at it from below. and the peak was made out of giant cigarette boxes.
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was in a hotel, and an old lady was wondering why her husband never responded to her 'sexual' gifts. she went up to his room and found him in bed naked with their adopted daughter. hrm... :

sound: mirah

: i was on a train. and it was an odd one. as i was actually sitting in the baggage compartment. and it was quite huge. and there were all sorts of characters. a detective from the 60s. like that dude from get smart. a model ala debbie harry. and a contortionist too! i think keanu reeves was in it as well but i can't remember. so we're travelling. suddenly we stopped in a tunnel. we got out. there were huge tie-dyed banners. and we came out of the tunnel like heroes. seemed like we were on the suicide train. :

what the hell was that all about? i don't know either.
got any dreams? email me.
gryswtr@yahoo.com - thanks yous.

sound : vermont from malcolm's mixtape and slint from deller's mixtape.